light at the end of the tunnel

anyway so my great plans to go for a run yesterday were quickly laid to rest when i woke up (despite literally dreaming the entire night about getting up to go for a run!!) as i was barely able to move my head. i spent the day at home as even getting up and having a shower and taking some drugs didn't help a great deal. funnily i felt guiltier about missing a run than i did about not going to work. hmmm. priorities...

today i woke up feeling much better albeit with a particularly attractive cough. at least they will know at work that i wasn't making it up! they'll wish i had been making it up though i'm sure. didn't go for a run as my chest is really tight and i'm not breathing too easily. but tomorrow for sure!!! and i am going to start this weeks program again next week cause i don't know how i'll go keeping up with what was scheduled. or maybe i should just give it a go. who knows! apparently tomorrow is more track work not hills so that will be ok. i need to invest in suitable cold weather clothing i think but unfortunately am dirt poor courtesy of my course (this month its costing me $1200!!!!) so will have to make do until next month... (or next winter at this rate!).

right. now to scrounge up some work...